Khloe Kardashian calls Tristan Thompson a “S–t step.”

looking back – said Chloe she was already anxious to be put on display.

“Any red carpet that I have to go on, I feel like I’m just opening the floodgates for people to tear you apart and analyze you,” she revealed. “Why do we do this to ourselves? We are already being condemned, criticized, and closely scrutinized. It’s mind-blowing.”

Despite the presence the trials and tribulations of her life were played out for the gazeChloe was proud of herself for participating.

“When you go through things in life, those things can steal so many of your happy moments,” Khloe said. “Tonight really reminds me that I have to force myself to do something because then I would miss out on something so special.”

She concluded: “I don’t want my personal dramas or traumas to take away all the fun I could be having.”